Wednesday, September 10, 2008

I'm so sad

Pathetic, really. I actually cried (a little) while watching 'The Hills' the other night. Poor Lauren. All of her friends disappoint her. I know the feeling (you probably know who you are, maybe you don't, whatever). But it made me cry a little when Lauren and Audrina made the decision to give their friendship another go. Cry in a happy way. I've let a lot of friendships go throughout the years (and I'm completely content with that for the most part). I have high expectations of people, I know that. I don't think there's anything wrong with that. I have high expectations for myself, so at least I'm not a hypocrite. I don't know. It takes 2 people to be in a friendship. As hard as I try I can't be two people. I'm happy with my core lifelong friends, my good friends, and my acquaintance friends (its like Dante's 'Inferno', only instead of the circles of hell, its the circles of my friendships (which may be like hell, depending on who you ask). I don't need 75 BFF. Who does? I don't have the energy for that. Of course, I don't have the energy for much lately, but I think that's the fall weather.
Yet another random post brought to you at 11pm via my blackberry and achy little thumbs.
OH! Please say a prayer for me. I have an appointment with my dermatologist tomorrow re: a rogue mole. Always makes me nervous. Thanks! ;-x
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