Must. Get. Out....

of this slump I'm in. I think its a combination of a few things:

1. After holiday blahs. A lot of build up and very little "action". Two months of prep for 2 days. Then there's the off half days, then off full days and weekends. You barely have any schedule the last 2 weeks of the year and its hard (if not necessary) to get back into said routine.

2. Work stress. As I mentioned, January is a Suck-ay month for me, and it just stresses me out. Plus there's a little behind the scenes work drama I'm dealing with, which is pissing me off (one person really, maybe 2). Not a big deal, just irritating.

3. I'm super tired all the time. I always have been, nothing new. Usually I get plenty of sleep, its just the weather I think. Its so cold and dreary out, its hard to get motivated. PLUS I never make coffee at home, I don't know why, and when its this cold out, I'm hard pressed to get in my car to get some. But I neeeeeed it.

4. I'm feeling very old. I'm only 37, but I don't think I can hang my hat on that "only" much longer. I'm almost 40 for Christ's sake!

5. I feel like I need a vacation. An honest to goodness vacation. No work. Sleeping on the beach in Spain (I miss my brother a lot too). zzzzzzzzzzzz

Okay that's enough, I sound like a lunatic. I'm just in a slump, that's all.