Oh boy, a new year! I have to say, I'm not a big fan of all the build up when it comes to a new year. A lot of unnecessary pressure in every way. Pressure to have the most incredible New Year's Eve EVER (I've never had a great New Year's Eve...ever. Regardless of marital status, dating, with friends, whatever...they've all been either really bad or just 'eh'.), pressure to have the best resolutions (I have none so far, and have never kept any of those I've made in the past), pressure to fondly reminisce the previous year (however shitty it may have been) or to relive all of the horrid moments ("I'll never do that again, never, ever, ever..."). I'm not a pessimist by nature, quite the opposite. Well, I think I'm one of the "the glass has stuff in it sorts", neither half full, nor half empty. But I try to live my life positively, having faith that God will provide and will take care of our needs as He sees fit (even if I don't always agree with the outcome, I have to believe that there's a reason), thinking positive rather than negative thoughts, etc.
I guess what I'm trying to say is "Happy New Year". No pressure. Just have a great year. A fun year. A healthy and happy year. 2009.
xo
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